6) In-between

Now I have too many thoughts, or feelings--I am not sure which they are. Life was simple, though how it is not so any longer I am not sure. My job has not changed, and my life outside of it is not different, I think. Thoughts and feelings have changed. People have changed. I shelve the books, but with less of myself. I finish, then wonder what I have done. I eat and wonder what I have eaten. What was in-between?